I wander what time I've landed on today. Just trying to find a way back to a loving day. I wander in time trying to feel if my life is even real because it just feels so surreal. To be able to swim through all the confines of my mind...like an eel. Not caring if there is darkness because you have seen all the darkness lived all the darkness and now you can light any darkness. Here. And in any time. I wander.